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Timeline of Entity Happenings

2024-Present (Subject to Change and Revision)

Late November-December 2020
  • Claimed that during this time I was hit with a wave of new ideas, thoughts and feelings about sprituality that lead to a religious crisis. But I came to believe during that time it was a relevelation from God and rejected other possibilities.
  • Marie/Pandora, one of my housemates, claimed later on that the reason we became religious in the first place was because of "entity shenanigans" and that whatever IT was wanted me to understanding a specific truth.
October-November 2021
  • Created a carrd for an entity almost in an OC template way and used this image to represent it. I put a lot of detail into it's description but I do not remember what any of it said as the carrd was deleted but it consisted of origin and "what it does" primarily.
  • I started to identify with "space" and "divine" xenogenders around this time which may or may not be realted.
2021-November 2024

    Nothing of direct significance happened during this time but there were subtle happenings;

  • Increase in finding dead animals in "odd" places
  • Waking up consistenly at 3 AM
  • Parents joking about a ghost being in the house
  • My seemingly perminant religious crisis mentioned before (cooled down when I delved into islam in late 2022)
December 2024 (Year of Revelation)
  • 12/18/24 Suddenly remember the carrd I made and started suspecting what that was about
  • 12/24/24 For a week before this date I was experiencing a presence that would intensify whenever I was upset. I opened a religion discord server and asked "Are there 'alters' that only show up during heightened stress but once one calms down they retreat again?" I decided to coin it as "co-fronting" for easy understanding.
  • During those "co-fronting" moments I felt I was being pulled into another world or dimension that I referred to as the "Invisible World" or "Al-Ghayb". It's not easily perceivable and I described it as "holy darkness", an abstract painting, or thermography that you can't really convey unless someone else has seen it.
  • (Unsure of the actual date but prev is where it began) After being completely pulled into the Invisible World I was only suppose to be there with the entity but someone else, who we later call "Mephisto", kidnapped me and I came back missing a piece/pieces of myself which increased my dependence on the entity for stability because I would experience physical and psychological symptoms that made ADLs difficult.
  • First time referring to "spirit possession" and "jinn" as a possiblity for my experiences.
  • Entity began to "speak" to me but the language wasn't one I was familar with (not arabic or english) if it was a traditional language at all. It was less about hearing and more "seeing" like watching someone write down words but they write too fast and erase things a lot.
  • 12/25/2024 The entity(? or maybe me) makes a pluralkit proxy (Yes, Christmas of all days). He also fully took over for about an hour or 2 of that day
January 2025
  • 1/9/2024 During this month the entity that I gave the name JNN ("to hide"/"to adapt") became more active in my life by communicating more of it's thoughts and became more actively influencing me by beaming me information & causing symptoms when it wanted me/I needed to do specific things.
  • 1/25/25 The entity goes into "For God's Sake" and talks about types of possessions and how he and I don't fit any that It read about. It explains the concept of "Qareen or Qarin" ("constant companion") which are generally concevied as "spiritual doubles" and says it's close but not quite (He has since rejected being seen as quareen but still believed we're binded to each other and our selfness in some way).
  • Identifies itself by the title "Alnihaya" meaning "The End" in arabic and says that It was once a "decomposer or something that returns things to the earth".
  • 1/26/25 I describe Alnihaya and I's co-conciousness/fronting as something akin to steven universe fusion. Alnihaya comes across as more "scientific" about our relationship wanting to create something/someone new with our combined selves (did not consider either of us complete persons).
  • 1/30/25 Alnihaya voices concern about possibly being harassed by ill-intentioned entities
March 2025
  • 3/1/25 Athena/Juno, the goddess but freaky evil video game version, shows up angry at me some morning. I feel tied to her as her "champion" and brother but I'm no worshipper. She occasionally is around in the form of watchful owls.
Feburary 2025
  • 2/2/25 Alnihaya's "experiement" works and a new being forms named Lance who had strong delusions/hallucinations about being inside a video game in which Alnihaya was an active antagonist towards him (he referred to it as the "Universal Simulator").
  • Alnihaya was disappointed by Lance's creation and as said was actively hostile towards him.
  • 2/18/2025 Alnihaya ends up "consuming" aka seperating Lance from his selfness. This leads to Lance's egocide not long after.
  • 2/26/2025 Alnihaya did a tarot reading the night before. I don't remeber the details but the main message was jealousy/insecurity & breakthrough/chaos.
  • Both of us were suspicious that another entity was lurking around.
  • Alnihaya becomes hostile towards my relgiousity and sabotaged me several times causing symptoms that made it hard to think and at times to even do things. I suspect it was also in conflict with the lurker mentioned prev.
  • I follow my friends advice and confront him about how he's acting. It explains that It can't help me if something goes wrong with my persuit of mysticism so it's behavior was somewhat of concern but also of control so that things do not go out of his "safety bubble".
March 2025
  • Alnihaya disapears completely sometime this month. It's not unsual for me to lose contact with It but from here until 2026.
November 2026
  • A "new" entity, one I suspect was lurking around back in 2024-2025, begins appears to me. He goes by Mephistopheles and considers himself tied to the Faust Legend. He also has ties to Alnihaya by way of having his soul bound by some kind of contract.
December-Jaunary 2026
  • Mephisto actively tries to get me to surrender myself which lead to physical, metaphysical conflicts and putting my body through stress such as making us stand outside in the freezing cold for around an hour staring at the snow which gave me snow blindness and a migrane. He appears one more time directly in March just to stare at me then also drops off.
May 2025
  • I soulbond with Marie/Pandora and she slowly becomes a perma-resident and remembers things from 2024 and before way better then I can.
June 2026
  • Alnihaya appeared again but It was actually hidden within my/our being the whole time and decided It needed to sepearte from me which caused a lot of symptoms(tm) and I dropped off the face of the internet for almost a month because it was difficult for me to exist.
  • 6/28/26 Alnihaya comes back that week and I feel slightly more normal and realized that since It "disappeared" it's been trying to "combin" itself with me and also apparently had something taken from It by the "Mephisto" entity or by someone of similar allegence.
August 2025
  • 08/12/2026 Alnihaya talks about how instead of It "becoming more human" It's actually me that's becoming "more nonhuman" aka more like It in this whole process of becoming. Also states that the places we find ourselves are too small and we have to do something calling me out for being hesitatnt to leave my father's house.
  • I create a proxy and name it Z to present the blurriness between me and Alnihaya. Alnihaya wanted it to be called X but I felt weird about that.
  • Alnihaya confesses that It doesn't understand itself all that much and that there is more to it then what other "beings" have around It. Stops specifically IDing as a Jinn and is more loosely defined as a entity.
  • Around the second week of August (unsure because time passed weird) I had a really mental health episode and believed that something was after me (possibly "Mephisto") and I thought of the XY (xayet) that KH folk use so I drew it all over a piece of paper and locked the door of my dorm. A Mickey Mouse fictionfolk showed up in my dms asking if I was okay 2 hours into locking myself in and then things were fine and the presence went away.. supposedly.
September 2026
  • I become an entityshard(?) of Alnihaya, adopt Its responsibiliites, "powers", and It's specific nonhumanity feelings. Basically I become what It was to me what I am now to Pandora. Alnihaya is gone again.
  • 09/22/26 I have a flashback to 2024 that makes me realize that "Mephisto" was the one that kidnapped me and not Alnihaya as I assumed (why that info is at the beginning).
  • Marie/Pandora and I both experience a phantom dissection scar running from our chest to the bottom of our stomach (What dat about?)
  • "Mephisto" stares at us intensily but can't do anything for some reason. We assume its the XY but don't know why it affects him cause it doesn't effect other entities like Athena or the other half of myself(?).
  • Pandora notes that "Mephisto" is possibly missing his right eye.
  • We talk to friends Sora, Xyanout, and Aqua about darkness and I was told to perform safety measures against it if "Mephisto" actually is of darkness since it seems XY works on him as stated.